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Fair immediately fell to work to write the letter, and had it ready for
Sadie to put in a letter box when she left the house.
The two girls parted with a fond kiss and embrace, mutually promising
to write to each other.
They had just finished their evening meal when the telegram arrived,
and Sadie had quitted the house within half an hour of its reception,
to catch the first train for Philadelphia. Consequently Fair would have
to spend a long, dreary night alone before any of her friends at the
factory could possibly come to her assistance.
A strange sense of awe and loneliness came over her when she had shut
and locked the room door after Sadie. She had never spent a night alone
in her life, and although it seemed that she must certainly be safe in
the large building, crowded with honest working people like herself,
she felt nervous and fearful.
CHAPTER XII.
A TERRIBLE EXPERIENCE.
Fair read a book until ten o’clock, but the feeling of rest and
security she longed for did not come. Every now and then she would
start and flash her large eyes about the room and heave long sighs at
its emptiness and loneliness.
Then she began to wonder how far Sadie was on her way to Philadelphia.
Again she would sigh and wish her friend back, and at last her thoughts
turned to the poor mother, of whom she had been so suddenly and cruelly
bereaved.
“He killed her just as truly as if he had stabbed her to the heart,”
she murmured bitterly. “Ah, how I hate him, how I loathe the very
thought of him! Yet I am powerless to punish him for his dastardly
crime.”
She did not guess that by her scorn of him, her refusal to live with
him, and her precautions against him, she was punishing him in the
cruelest fashion for his sins, for the poor tool that Belva had used to
further her designs against Fair had fallen in love with his fate, and
worshiped her with a fierce, half-savage passion that drove him wild
with its futility.
To win the heart of the beautiful girl he had deceived, he would have
bartered his hopes of heaven; but, in her righteous pride and scorn,
she held aloof from him as the stars from the earth, and he, in a fury
of jealous love, abandoned all pretense of business, and spent his days
and nights in dogging her footsteps and devising means to get her into
his possession.
No wonder Fair was restless and miserable, for this love of Carl
Bernicci was as unrelenting as hate. It followed her with the fierce
persistency of a bloodhound tracking its prey, and woe be unto her if
ever she fell into his power. In some subtle way, she felt this, and
her fear kept her wretched.
“If he were a gentleman, he would not persecute me. He would shrink,
abashed, from the memory of what he had done, and leave me in peace,
as the only atonement he could offer,” she had said to Sadie over and
over; but her friend could only shake her head and answer: