The mill house mystery — John Stuart Mill — John Shaqi
The mill house mystery
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Rhoda, who was very pale, asked briefly:
“Why not?”
But Mrs. Pembury was too much disturbed to reply. Hastily leaving the
room with some excuse, she went straight to her husband, who was in
his surgery, and laid the paper before him.
“What do you think of that?” she asked in consternation. “I’d always
had an idea it was something that happened while she was there that
prevented Rhoda’s marrying, and now I’m sure of it. I believe she fell
in love with Sir Robert’s ward, Mr. Rotherfield.”
But Dr. Pembury thought this idea high-flown and far-fetched, and said
he could not see any likelihood of such a thing. Rhoda would have
betrayed herself before this if she had nourished a passion for so
long, and in any case, it did not matter, as it was more than likely
that Sir Robert had left the Mill-house by this time, since his wife
appeared to be always in London, or, if not, that Mr. Rotherfield had
settled down somewhere else with a wife of his own.
Mrs. Pembury was troubled, but she always submitted, even against her
better judgment, to her husband’s wishes, and in this case it was not
even her judgment, but only a sort of feminine instinct, which told
her that Rhoda had strong sentimental reasons for wishing to take this
step.
On the following day, therefore, Rhoda, who was now twenty-seven, and
better capable of looking after herself than she had been at
seventeen, started alone for Dourville, and presented herself, early
in the afternoon, at the house she remembered so well.
Emotion made her eyes fill and her limbs tremble as she approached the
house, and recognised that it had undergone such changes, since she
first knew it, that she could scarcely be sure she had not made a
mistake and come to the wrong gate, when she found herself standing
before a long, white house, with wings extending far in each
direction, and with the modern big, wide windows replacing the little
narrow old ones.
Many of the trees that had surrounded the old house so closely had
been cut down, with considerable advantage as regards light, but at a
great loss of picturesqueness. Gone was the cosy, old-fashioned look,
together with the dark red curtains, the heavy square portico, the
homely look that she had loved.
It was into a stately, handsome hall that she was shown, a room having
been sacrificed to enlarge the entrance; and when she found herself
following a footman across a wide expanse of parquetted floor to a new
part of the building, and ushered into a lofty, light library, Rhoda
was almost ready to believe that she had made a mistake, and that the
Sir Robert, who would, so the footman said, see her at once, could not
be the man who had saved her life, the memory of whose kindness she
had treasured in secret for so long, the man whose image had, almost
unknown to herself, so effectually shut out that of every other man
from her heart during these ten years.