The mill house mystery — John Stuart Mill — John Shaqi
The mill house mystery
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But there he was, not indeed the Sir Robert she remembered, but
perfectly recognisable to her, although the dark hair had become
thickly streaked with grey, and the face more deeply lined than that
of a man of forty-five ought to be.
She had felt her heart beating very fast as she was led towards the
library, but she was totally unprepared for the reception she met.
She was duly announced as “Miss Pembury,” but she perceived at once
that the name awoke no memories in Sir Robert.
He had forgotten her.
In part, perhaps, the fact that he was very short-sighted, and that he
was not wearing his glasses, was answerable for his lack of
recognition, but however that might be, Rhoda felt cut to the heart
when he rose, bowed formally, and offered her a chair.
“I am sorry that my wife is away, as she would have been better
capable than I of arranging these matters with you, Miss Pembury,” he
said. “Ladies can get to the point over such things more quickly than
a mere man can hope to do. But I’ll tell you all I can, and you will
perhaps be able to judge whether you would care to come to take charge
of my boy. But perhaps you would like to see him first? He is an
invalid, as I suppose you know.”
“I should like to see him,” said Rhoda, in a low and gentle voice.
But the voice recalled no memories, and Sir Robert, ringing the bell,
told the servant to have Master Caryl’s carriage brought along the
terrace.
Rhoda was still so much under the influence of the strong emotions
called up by this meeting that she was glad there was no need for her
to say much.
On learning that she lived in London, and that she had come all the
way from the great city that morning, Sir Robert seemed surprised, and
ringing the bell again, told the footman to have some luncheon
prepared for Miss Pembury.
Rhoda protested, and thanked the baronet, who seemed already to take
it for granted that she would stay. The fact being that her refined
manner, sweet voice and sympathetic appearance had at once predisposed
the rather absent-minded gentleman in the visitor’s favour.
A few minutes later there was a slight sound of footsteps upon the
terrace, and Rhoda, looking out, saw, with tears in her eyes, a boy
lying on a long, spinal chair, looking in at her through the window
with big, soft, dark eyes that, while they recalled in colour and
brilliancy those of his mother, had something of the far-away
expression of his father in them too.
She hastened across the floor, and bending over the boy kissed him on
the forehead.
He flushed a little, put out his hand and laid it upon hers.
“Are you coming to stay with me?” he asked simply.
“It is for you to say, dear,” said Rhoda.
He moved his head slowly and looked at her with great intentness.
“I should like it very much,” he said. “What am I to call you?”