The mill house mystery — John Stuart Mill — John Shaqi
The mill house mystery
John Stuart Mill · en
“You’ll be very, very glad to see mama again, won’t you, Caryl?” Rhoda
asked that evening, when he had been put to bed and she was bending
over him to bid him good-night.
“It doesn’t make so much difference to me whether she’s here or not,”
replied the child, in the quaint, old-fashioned way children have who
see few playfellows or companions of their own age.
Perhaps Rhoda looked rather shocked. So the boy added:
“Mama is not like you. She likes to be out in her motor-car all day,
or playing tennis or dancing. She isn’t quiet, like you.”
“She will have brought you something pretty, I expect,” suggested
Rhoda.
“Oh, yes, but she never brings the things that I like,” complained
Caryl. “What I want is a book full of pictures of hunting. I know she
won’t bring me that.”
Rhoda was struck with the pathos of this wish. For poor little Caryl,
condemned to lie on his back and unable to run about and play like
other children, had a passion for sport of all kinds, and was never
happier than when watching a cricket or a football match; and even
now, in early September, he was talking eagerly about the fox-hunting
season, and asking Rhoda if she would take him to a meet of foxhounds
when cub-hunting began.
She had begun by this time to dread Lady Sarah’s return, to wonder
whether her presence at the Mill-house would be resented by the
flighty beauty, who would certainly remember her, and who might
perhaps look upon her as an interloper, and be jealous of the help she
gave to Sir Robert and of the love which little Caryl had already
bestowed upon her.
It was the next day that the mistress of the house was to arrive and
Rhoda was now on thorns. In the old days, indeed, Lady Sarah had
scarcely spoken to her, but she might not look upon her with the same
indifference now.
For Rhoda was conscious that there were whispers abroad concerning
herself; and she guessed that, although the whole of the household,
with the single exception of Mrs. Hawkes, was changed since she was
there last, the housekeeper must have told some of the servants about
the bicycle accident and the flight of Miss Pembury on the night of
the tragedy at the Mill-house, and that there was a certain curiosity
abroad concerning her.
It was late in the day when Lady Sarah arrived, and coming up to the
bedroom of her little son when he had retired for the night, found
Rhoda in the room.
Rhoda, however, regretting that she should have been found there, and
fearing that Lady Sarah would think she was trying to take the
mother’s place already with the boy, kept in the background, and
witnessed, unremarked by Lady Sarah, the meeting between mother and
son.
“Well, Caryl, and how are you?” cried she, as she bent over him and
gave him a light kiss on the forehead. “They tell me you’ve been
getting on famously and that you’ve got an awfully nice companion
now.”
“Yes. I love Rhoda, and so will you, mama. Rhoda, come here. You shall
see her, mama,” cried the boy in excitement.