The mill house mystery — John Stuart Mill — John Shaqi
The mill house mystery
John Stuart Mill · en
He was profusely grateful to her for the pains she took in collecting
and copying his notes, and in sorting his papers for him. And he said
to her with intense appreciation, one day when she had succeeded in
deciphering some of his notes which he himself could not read:
“Miss Pembury, if you hadn’t come here as companion to my boy, I
should have had to keep you here as my secretary.”
He could not guess the pleasure the simple words gave to the sensitive
and grateful Rhoda. She had to pause a moment before she could reply
with calmness:
“I wonder you have never before thought of having a secretary, Sir
Robert.”
He shook his head.
“I wouldn’t have one for worlds,” he answered with decision, “unless I
could get one to undertake the duties of free will. What! To have a
professional secretary fingering my papers, and handling my treasures
coldly, because it was his or her duty to do it!” And with a little
playful assumption of horror, he added: “Do you know, I really think
it would injure the pictures and the china too, to be subjected to the
perfunctory care of some one specially engaged to look after them? No.
I’m fanciful about my treasures. Whatever work is done in connection
with them, must be done for love.”
The ingenuous words struck a responsive chord within the breast of
Rhoda, and she did not say a word.
But the implied compliment to her thoughtful help was treasured up in
her heart, and it made her happy for the day.
Lady Sarah’s return was delayed for a week, so that, when at last Mrs.
Hawkes received word that she was to prepare her rooms, Rhoda had been
a fortnight at the Mill-house, and was already feeling quite at home.
She spent the day between Caryl and Sir Robert; very often now,
indeed, Caryl would insist upon her taking him into his father’s
study, where he would lie in a corner watching Rhoda while she
deciphered notes and copied inscriptions.
Sir Robert began to entrust more and more of his work to her, always
prefacing any request with a humble apology for taking up so much of
her time, and always receiving the quiet assurance that what he asked
her to do was just what she had been wishing herself that she might
do.
Caryl, his father said, was happier than he had ever been before.
“You fill just that place to him,” said Sir Robert enthusiastically,
one evening, “that I had always hoped would be filled by my niece
Minnie. But of course you don’t know her, so you don’t understand.”
Rhoda remained silent. She did know Minnie, and she knew, too, how
hopeless it would have been to expect quiet sympathy from that young
lady, if she had fulfilled her childish promise and grown up the
mischievous torment she seemed to be inclined to develop into.
It seemed almost tragic to Rhoda that, while speaking thus of his
niece, he left out all mention of his wife, who would have seemed to
be the boy’s natural companion.