The mill house mystery — John Stuart Mill — John Shaqi
The mill house mystery
John Stuart Mill · en
Again Lady Sarah’s name would be introduced into the discussion, and
the tottering fabric of the domestic happiness of both husband and
wife would come down with a crash.
Precarious as it was, Rhoda knew that the position was better left
alone: her aim must be to consolidate such domestic peace as was
possible in the household, not to involve the family in irretrievable
ruin.
Uncertain and miserable, she remained standing in the darkest part of
the passage which led from the hall to the study, at one moment taking
a step forward to the room where she knew Sir Robert to be, at another
moving slowly in the opposite direction, with the idea of carrying the
picture up to her own room until she should have prepared the way for
its restoration.
What if she were to leave it at the study door, for Sir Robert to find
when he should come out?
But she shrank from the thought of this. For might it not involve her
in difficulties of her own? Might it not result, if she were to
restore it thus in an underhand way and without a word of explanation,
that she herself would be suspected to have had a hand, not only in
the restoration of the picture, but in the theft of it?
She shuddered at the thought. Not for the world would she have risked
the loss of the baronet’s good opinion. She must find some better way
than that of giving back the treasure.
She had not yet made up her mind, when she heard a light rustling on
the stairs above her, saw the flutter of a lacy petticoat, caught a
glimpse of a jewelled hand. Then, before she could move from where she
stood, Rhoda found herself a prisoner. Lady Sarah was beside her,
blocking the way to retreat.
“What’s that?” asked she in a low voice, touching the parcel which the
girl carried in her arms.
But Rhoda, in the half-darkness, only looked reproachfully into her
face, without uttering a word. She was sure that Lady Sarah knew as
well as she did what she was holding, and that she knew, too, what had
happened. Indeed there was just enough of a certain acerbity
underneath the lady’s assumed frivolity of manner as she touched the
roll, for Rhoda to be certain that Jack, before going, had told her
everything.
Receiving no verbal answer, Lady Sarah looked up closely into the face
of the other. Then she nestled up to her in the most caressing manner.
“You are ill,” she said. “What is the matter? Come with me, come into
my room and let me look at you. Yes, yes, I insist.”
Rhoda would have resisted, protested, would have made her escape. But
there was no getting away from the self-willed mistress of the house
when she had made up her mind.
Lady Sarah had made no further inquiries about the parcel which Rhoda
was holding tightly in her arms, and this reticence was suggestive.
“I’m not ill indeed. I’m going to my room,” said Rhoda.
“No, no, you’ll come to my boudoir first.”