For--and this was my first idea--the paper had not been on the wall
long. It was too fresh to have hung there overnight, and had, moreover,
been too poorly secured to have withstood even for an hour the assaults
of a wind as keen as that which had been blowing all the morning. It
had, therefore, been put up a few moments before I came, or, in other
words, while the funeral services were being held; a fact which, to my
mind, argued a deep calculation on the part of the writer, for the hour
was one to attract all wanderers to the other end of the town, while
the following one would, on the contrary, see this quarter overflow
with human beings, anxious to complete the impression made by the
funeral services, by a visit to the scene of the tragedy.
That the sky had clouded over very much in the last half-hour, and that
the first drops of a heavy thunder-shower were even now sifting through
the branches over my head, was doubtless the reason why no one besides
myself had yet arrived upon the scene; and, should the storm continue,
this evil might yet be averted, and the one person I was most anxious
to see, have an opportunity to show himself at the place, without being
confounded with a mass of disinterested people. For I felt he would
return, and soon, to note the result of his daring action. In the
crowd, if a crowd assembled, or alone, if it so chanced that no one
came to the spot, he would draw near the mill, and, if he found the
notice gone, would betray, must betray, an interest or an alarm that
would reveal him to my watchful eye. For I intended to take up my stand
within the doorway, using, if necessary, the storm as my excuse for
desiring its shelter; while as a precaution against suspicions that
might be dangerous to me, as well as a preventive against any one else
ever reading these accusatory lines, I determined to dip the paper in
the stream, and then drop it near the place where it had been tacked,
that it might seem as if it had been beaten off by the rain, now
happily falling faster and faster.
All this I did, not without some apprehension of being observed by a
watchful eye. For what surety had I that the writer of these words was
not even now in hiding, or had not been looking at me from some secret
retreat at the very moment I tore the paper off the wall and fled with
it into the bushes?