I was not mistaken; and it was with considerable interest I took it up
and began to run over its pages in search for that picture of Ada which
I felt ought to be there. And which was there; but which I scarcely
looked at twice, so much was my attention attracted by an envelope that
fell out from between the leaves as I turned them eagerly over. That
envelope, with its simple direction, "Miss Ada Reynolds, Monroe Street,
S----," made an era in my history. For I no sooner perceived it than I
felt confident of having seen it or its like before; and presently,
with almost the force of an electric shock, I recollected the letter
which I had brought Ada the afternoon of the day she died, and which,
as my startled conscience now told me, had not only never been given
her, but had not been so much as seen by me since, though all her
belongings had passed into my hands, and the table where I had flung it
had been emptied of its contents more than once. That letter and this
empty envelope were, in style, handwriting, and direction,
_facsimiles_. It had, therefore, come from Mr. Barrows; a most
significant fact, and one which I had no sooner realized than I was
seized by the most intense excitement, and might have done some wild
and foolish thing, had not the lateness of the hour restrained me, and
kept my passionate hopes and fears within their proper bounds. As it
was, I found myself obliged to take several turns up and down the room,
and even to open the window for a breath of fresh air, before I could
face the subject with any calmness, or ask myself what had become of
this letter, with any hope of receiving a rational reply.
That in the startling and tragic events of that day it had been
overlooked and forgotten, I did not wonder. But that it should have
escaped my notice afterwards, or if mine, that of the landlady who took
charge of the room in my absence, was what I could not understand. As
far as I could remember, I left the letter lying in plain view on the
table. Why, then, had not some one seen and produced it? Could it be
that some one more interested than I knew had stolen it? Or was the
landlady of my former home alone to blame for its being lost or mislaid?