Had it been daylight I should have at once gone down to my former
boarding-place to inquire; but as it was ten o'clock at night, I could
only satisfy my impatience by going carefully over the incidents of
that memorable day, in the hope of rousing some memory which would lead
to an elucidation of this new mystery. First, then, I distinctly
recollected receiving the letter from the postman. I had met him at the
foot of the steps as I came home from my unsuccessful search for
employment, and he had handed me the letter, simply saying: "For Miss
Reynolds." I scarcely looked at it, certainly gave it no thought, for
we had been together but a week, and I had as yet taken no interest in
her concerns. So mechanical, indeed, had been my whole action in the
matter, that I doubt if the sight of Mr. Barrows' writing alone, even
though it had been used in transcribing her name, would have served to
recall the incident to my mind. But the shade of the envelope--it was
of a peculiar greenish tint--gave that unconscious spur to the memory
which was needed to bring back the very look of the writing which had
been on the letter I had so carelessly handled; and I found, as others
have found before me, that there is no real forgetfulness in this
world; that the most superficial glance may serve to imprint images
upon the mind, which only await time and occasion to reappear before us
with startling distinctness.
My entrance into my own room, my finding it empty, and the consequent
flinging of the letter down on the table, all came back to me with the
utmost clearness; even the fact that the letter fell face downwards and
that I did not stop to turn it over. But beyond that all was blank to
me up to the moment when I found myself confronting Ada standing with
her hand on her heart in that sudden spasm of pain which had been the
too sure precursor of her rapidly approaching doom.