“Oh, may I get this rose?” said Maggie, making a great effort to say
something, and dissipate the burning sense of irretrievable confession.
“I think I am quite wicked with roses; I like to gather them and smell
them till they have no scent left.”
Stephen was mute; he was incapable of putting a sentence together, and
Maggie bent her arm a little upward toward the large half-opened rose
that had attracted her. Who has not felt the beauty of a woman’s arm?
The unspeakable suggestions of tenderness that lie in the dimpled
elbow, and all the varied gently lessening curves, down to the delicate
wrist, with its tiniest, almost imperceptible nicks in the firm
softness. A woman’s arm touched the soul of a great sculptor two
thousand years ago, so that he wrought an image of it for the Parthenon
which moves us still as it clasps lovingly the timeworn marble of a
headless trunk. Maggie’s was such an arm as that, and it had the warm
tints of life.
A mad impulse seized on Stephen; he darted toward the arm, and showered
kisses on it, clasping the wrist.
But the next moment Maggie snatched it from him, and glared at him like
a wounded war-goddess, quivering with rage and humiliation.
“How dare you?” She spoke in a deeply shaken, half-smothered voice.
“What right have I given you to insult me?”
She darted from him into the adjoining room, and threw herself on the
sofa, panting and trembling.
A horrible punishment was come upon her for the sin of allowing a
moment’s happiness that was treachery to Lucy, to Philip, to her own
better soul. That momentary happiness had been smitten with a blight, a
leprosy; Stephen thought more lightly of _her_ than he did of Lucy.
As for Stephen, he leaned back against the framework of the
conservatory, dizzy with the conflict of passions,—love, rage, and
confused despair; despair at his want of self-mastery, and despair that
he had offended Maggie.
The last feeling surmounted every other; to be by her side again and
entreat forgiveness was the only thing that had the force of a motive
for him, and she had not been seated more than a few minutes when he
came and stood humbly before her. But Maggie’s bitter rage was unspent.
“Leave me to myself, if you please,” she said, with impetuous
haughtiness, “and for the future avoid me.”
Stephen turned away, and walked backward and forward at the other end
of the room. There was the dire necessity of going back into the
dancing-room again, and he was beginning to be conscious of that. They
had been absent so short a time, that when he went in again the waltz
was not ended.