The Mysterious Mr. Miller — John Stuart Mill — John Shaqi
The Mysterious Mr. Miller
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"Yes," she answered, with a slight sigh, "I quite understand how you
must have suffered. Yet how strange it is that you should actually have
been Ella's lover--the man who she declared to me was the only one she
would ever love. I did not know you, of course, yet I sympathised with
you when she told me that she was going that evening to meet you, and to
lie to you under compulsion."
"But why--why did she consent to do this?" I asked.
"She confessed to me the reason. She spoke in confidence, but now that
it is all past, I may surely tell you. The fact was that her father,
owing to the great depreciation in the value of land, had got into the
hands of the Jews, and was on the verge of bankruptcy. Blumenthal, who
had lent him a large sum upon mortgage, had offered to return the deeds
on the day that he married Ella."
"Then she actually sacrificed herself to save her father!" I cried.
"Without a doubt. And what a sacrifice! She loved you, Mr Leaf, and
yet she dismissed you in order to save her father from ruin."
"Blumenthal was a brute to have ever suggested such a condition," I
declared savagely. "I never saw him. What kind of man was he? Did you
meet him?"
"Yes. He was at Porchester Terrace on the afternoon when I called," she
replied. "A short, stout, black-whiskered man, of a decidedly Hebrew
cast. He was dressed loudly and wore a white waistcoat with heavy gold
albert--a typical City man such as one sees in Cornhill or Lothbury."
"She showed no sign of affection towards him?"
"None whatever. He was introduced to me by Mr Murray as Ella's
affianced husband, and I was, of course, amazed that she should
entertain a spark of affection for him. But half an hour later, when we
were alone, she confessed in tears everything to me, just as I have
related it to you."
"Well, you utterly astound me," was all I could exclaim.
What she had revealed to me placed my little Ella in an entirely new
light. I never dreamed of her self-martyrdom. I sighed heavily, and a
big lump arose in my throat as I reflected that, perhaps, after all
death was preferable to life with a man whom she could not love.
The calm twilight was deepening into night, and the silence was broken
only by the low murmuring of the water, the swift swish of some rat or
water-hen in the rushes startled at our presence, and the dismal cry of
a night-bird in the willows on the opposite bank.
"Did you hear nothing more of Ella after that day at Porchester
Terrace--that 12th of November that was, alas! fatal to my happiness?"