The Nether Millstone — John Stuart Mill — John Shaqi
The Nether Millstone
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"Ay, indeed she is, sir," Slight replied. There was a ring of
passionate sincerity in his speech. "We all love her dearly. Strangers
think that she is cold and distant. It may be so. But we all know the
heart of gold that beats under that placid breast. It is in times of
sickness and trouble that we know of the angel in our midst. I'm not
denying that Miss Mary is tainted with the curse of family pride. But
still. . . . Ah, sir, if you ever looked out for a wife, why there is
the very one for you. You the head, and she the mistress. It would be
a happy day for me."
"That is just what I mean," Ralph said quietly. "Slight, I have been
in love with your mistress for two long years. And I am going to marry
her some day. But I have my own idea and my own way of leading up to
that happiness. She must care for me for my own sake, and not because
I am Sir Ralph Dashwood, of Dashwood Hall, and she a--pauper. No, no.
My lady shall stoop to me, she shall tell me with her own sweet lips
that a good man's love is worth all the pride of place, worth a dozen
old families and a score of houses like this. _Then_ she shall know
everything, but not before."
"And that will be too late," sighed Slight. "Before that Mr. Mayfield
will have ruined Sir George, and Miss Mary will marry him to save the
old house. She would make any sacrifice and face any degradation for
the sake of her pride. Though every fibre of her body may call out
against the pollution of that man's touch, she would smile at him
before the world and pretend to be happy. It's a dangerous experiment,
Mr. Ralph, and don't you try it. I haven't lived in the world for nigh
on four-score years for nothing. If you love Miss Mary, and if she
comes to care for you, she'll care none the less because you are
master of this good old place. And if her father is ruined----"
"My good Slight, her father is not going to be ruined. Unless I am
greatly mistaken, he is exceedingly anxious to be rid of Horace
Mayfield. I presume it is a mere matter of money, and for the sake of
argument call it £50,000. Sir George owes Mayfield that sum. In the
present circumstances he could not hope to repay it. A disgraceful
bankruptcy may follow, a criminal collapse even, for Mayfield would
not hesitate where his desires and interests are concerned. But
suppose I could show Sir George a way to get this money? In that case
he could rid himself of that scoundrel at any sacrifice. I have only
to let Sir George know where the will is hidden and he is free."
"It would be wrong, sir, cruelly wrong to yourself," Slight cried.
"You could never appear after that and claim your own. Sir George
would be no more than an innocent impostor. And you, the real master
of Dashwood, would be compelled to earn your bread."