The Nether Millstone — John Stuart Mill — John Shaqi
The Nether Millstone
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"I don't see it exactly," Ralph smiled. "My father never intended to
claim his inheritance. He cut himself off from England deliberately.
And after all these years, would it not be a cruel thing to deprive
Miss Mary of a home which she has come to regard as her own? But I
have made up my mind, Slight, and nothing shall deter me from it. You
may call me a visionary and a dreamer if you like, but my hands are
strong and capable, and I have been taught to use my head. I want you
to be discreet and silent; I want you to be my witness when the time
comes. I should not have taken you into my confidence, but that you
recognized me at once. All day I have been wandering about the dear
old place. I have studied all its ancient beauties. We can't wonder
that Miss Mary has come to regard it as part of her life. It has cost
me more than a passing effort to restrain my covetousness."
Ralph stifled a sigh as he looked about him. He could see the fine old
house clear cut against the sky; in the park the oaks and beeches hung
like great sentinels guarding the home of the ages. And it was so
still and peaceful, so suggestive of all that is worth having in life.
A cry from somewhere broke the perfect silence, the bleat of a sheep
from distant pastures.
"It shall be as you wish, sir," Slight said at length. "I could never
refuse your father anything, and I can refuse you nothing when you
look at me out of the past with his eyes. But sorrow and trouble will
come of this; you mark my words."
"No, no," Ralph cried as he rose to his feet. "True and sterling
happiness, the death and destruction of the family pride which has
been our curse for many generations. I am going my own way to work and
you are going to help me. Now come and show me the big window in the
staircase that my father used when he wanted to leave the house late
at night to visit poor Maria Edgerton, the child-wife, the child of
the people, who was killed by our family pride as surely as if she had
been murdered. My mother was a good woman, Slight, she had her
husband's respect and affection, but his heart was always with the
girl who suffered so much to become his wife. I hope that her grave
has never been neglected, Slight."
"No, sir," Slight said huskily. "We have seen to that--her ladyship
and myself between us. That is the window, sir, the big stained glass
one with the light behind it. You can get up on to the leads with the
aid of the ivy. At the bottom of the window is a brass knob. If you
press it, the window opens inwards, and there you are. But I hope you
don't need to burgle your own house, seeing that you are a welcome
guest there. And, as I was saying just now----"
The speaker paused, for the soft, rich silence of the night was broken
by a cry. The long drawing-room window leading to the lawn was still
open; the lamplight flooded on pictures and china and flowers. A
figure came to the window, a tall figure with upraised hands and hair
wild and dishevelled.