The other Miller girl — John Stuart Mill — John Shaqi
The other Miller girl
John Stuart Mill · en
Then suddenly he had lost her, had lost his child-companion and with
her the spirit of youth. Someone must have said to him--some _idiot_,
some _gump_, some _galoot_, the girl reflected indignantly--that
Ella May would have been--was it possible that she would have been
twenty-five if she had lived? Twenty-five! Poor Mr. Langley! He
couldn’t tote a person of twenty-five around with him leading her by
the hand. It must have been a terrible shock to him to reach out for
the golden-haired child and see a tall young lady with her hair put up
and a college education! No wonder that he had grown old overnight,
that his youth had fallen from him as if it had been something
material, a mantle of slippery silk that had dropped from his shoulders
at the loosing of a clasp.
Ah! but he should have it back. He should recapture it, the Reverend
Russell Langley should, before it was beyond recall. He would renew
his youth in the companionship of his youthful wife. Mrs. Langley
was nearly forty-five, but she wouldn’t look over thirty at the
most--probably not over twenty-five. And twenty-five in a wife is quite
another thing than in a daughter. It was work and care and fuss and
bother that made people grow old, and she hadn’t done a thing or had a
care for nearly twenty-five years. Mrs. Langley had, as it were, lain
upon rose leaves, gazed at the little pictured lamb (that was, alas!
so much fairer than the marble image) and thought of all sorts of
sweet and lovely things. She had suffered pain, of course, but that is
refining and would only add a pensive, perhaps mournful charm to her
flower-like beauty.
A week from the day of her visit to the minister’s lot in the cemetery,
Mr. Langley passed the Miller house, bound for a conference at the
academy, and the other Miller girl set forth for Farleigh, of which
village the South Hollow was one end. As she drew near the parsonage,
she saw a blue haze of smoke coming from the chimney of the summer
kitchen. That meant that Big Bell was at work in that remote part of
the house, and Anna’s feet flew.
As she came to a lane which extended a few rods from the avenue which
was the main street of the village to a pine grove which was originally
the western boundary of a large farm, she glanced up absently. The
one house in the lane had been vacant during the summer, but within a
few weeks a mother and daughter, a rather mysterious pair, had moved
into it. Now she saw a young girl, who was dark and looked handsome in
an haughty fashion, on the steps. Anna waved her hand in a friendly
way. The girl inclined her small head proudly, rose and went into the
cottage.
“I do believe she’s mad because I haven’t been in to see her,” Anna
said to herself in dismay. “She’s about my age and I’m the one who
would naturally do it. Of course, they wouldn’t let Mr. Langley in, but
I’m different. Nobody would mind a little thing like me.”