The other Miller girl — John Stuart Mill — John Shaqi
The other Miller girl
John Stuart Mill · en
“Do you know, Miss Merriman,” he said whimsically but at the same time
rather wistfully, “at this moment it seems to me that to be supremely
good-natured and somewhat droll is a triumph in itself.”
He smiled and sighed.
“Nevertheless, life in the two villages will seem different without
Rusty,” he owned. “It will be quieter, but doubtless far less exciting.”
He went into the church to fetch a book, then overtook Miss Garland and
walked with her as far as the post office. And as they went, he asked
her why she thought of Miss Penny as old; and they occupied the time
recollecting dates and computing the passing of the years. And both
felt older at parting, and one of them strangely depressed.
Just as Miss Penny had long realised that people called her an old lady
so Anna Miller was quite aware that she was known as the ‘other Miller
girl.’ But the younger resented the fact as little as the older. Anna
adored her sister, looked up to her in many ways, and never dreamed of
disputing or questioning her title as virtual head of the family. The
girl knew, too, that she was pretty and in doll-fashion, though she
didn’t herself consider doll-fashion bad. If the question had come up,
she would have acknowledged promptly, too, that she was good-humored,
and she couldn’t help realising that people thought her droll.
Nevertheless, vain as she undoubtedly was, Anna Miller did not attach
undue weight to any of these qualities, and otherwise would have been
likely to rate her own powers lower than anyone else would have done.
Enjoying life thoroughly, and perhaps more consciously than is usual at
her years, she was quite content to be the ‘other Miller girl’ and to
endeavor to stop any portion she might of the gap left in hearts and
households by Rusty’s absence.
But the girl was herself quite unconscious and others quite unaware of
her most valuable characteristic. Young as she was, Anna Miller had one
quality seldom gained before middle age, and rare even then,--a truly
humourous outlook upon the world. The girl viewed life and her fellow
human beings almost in the detached manner of a philosopher, yet warmly
and sympathetically withal. She enjoyed oddities and idiosyncrasies
which annoyed or vexed others and made allowance for larger faults with
a singularly mature tolerance. She was one of the few who habitually
demand less than they are willing to proffer,--simply and naturally and
quite without any sense of superiority.