The other Miller girl — John Stuart Mill — John Shaqi
The other Miller girl
John Stuart Mill · en
She went over next day. As she sauntered towards Farleigh, she thought
of the man who had died before he had attained his heart’s desire. She
did not think of him as Reuben’s father except to wish that everyone
wouldn’t dwell so constantly upon the son as never to drop any hint to
gratify her hungry, rather mournful curiosity concerning the father.
He and Mr. Langley had been intimate friends, so that Mr. Langley
would be able to tell one all about him. Alice was pleased to reflect
that since her mother had met and liked Mr. Langley there was no bar
against her becoming more friendly with him. She wondered how long
she must wait before she should feel free to question him concerning
Richard Cartwright. The girl sighed as it came to her that he, too,
would most likely insist upon talking about Reuben instead. She would
probably hear the famous tale of the cat in the primeval pine tree
again and other less familiar incidents connected with the model youth;
but surely after he had exhausted the list--and she would be patience
itself--he would be ready to speak of the older and more interesting
Cartwright.
The outline of the cottage was charmingly picturesque. As Alice turned
into the lane to-day it struck her afresh and more strongly than ever.
As a matter of fact, it was the first time she had approached it
when her heart had not been burdened with the sense of her mother’s
unhappiness. Relieved of that burden, dimly aware, indeed, of her
mother’s very pleasant preoccupation and quite forgetting her father,
who had always been a stranger to her, Alice saw with new eyes and sped
on with a light step and a sense of well-being that she had never known
before.
The little porch with settees built in invited the comer to pause to
contemplate the outlook. Alice had never before had leisure to heed
or even to feel the invitation, but to-day she accepted gratefully.
Throwing herself down, she gazed happily out through a break in the
wall of foliage bordering the lane to the distant hills. But very
shortly, content changed to vague melancholy which became poignant.
The lilac and blue of those lovely folded hills convinced her that
Dick Cartwright had had even that in mind when he planned this cottage
and this porch. And he must have sat here where she was sitting now
on many a day at sunset and in the early dusk and under the evening
stars thinking of the organ, which must have seemed to come nearer and
nearer, and dreaming out melodies to play thereon.