The other Miller girl — John Stuart Mill — John Shaqi
The other Miller girl
John Stuart Mill · en
The girl clasped her hands. How terribly sad his fate had been! He had
lost everything and died and been forgotten. Perhaps if he had had
the organ to comfort him, he wouldn’t have felt the death of his wife
so desperately, and wouldn’t have taken to drink and met his death.
If only someone had given it to him! There were so many people in the
world to whom the cost of a pipe organ would have meant little or
nothing. Why, once her own father could have given away any number of
them easier than she and her mother could dispense coppers to-day. She
could have done it herself.
Well, there was nothing to do now except to make some atonement for
the cruel fate that had come upon Richard Cartwright. It wasn’t her
fault, but it might have been, and the least she could do would be to
make whatever amends might be possible now. Being the daughter of a
convict, she would of course never marry, and she would devote her life
to the memory of this genius who had died betimes. She would fulfil her
duty to her mother but all her leisure thought and time and money (she
would earn some in a manner to be determined later) would go towards
reviving his memory and keeping it green. She would build the organ
just as he had planned and then--why not turn the cottage into a sort
of museum--the Richard Cartwright Memorial? Or perhaps better than a
museum, it might be a kind of musical centre where famous organists
would give concerts in his memory to the people of the countryside who
hadn’t appreciated him in life and where poor young men might come to
practise and improvise.
Immensely cheered, Alice took the keys from the pocket of her jacket
to enter the cottage and see if the whole lower floor could be made
into one apartment. But in her eagerness, she put the wrong key in the
lock. The second key, marked _Shop_ opened a small separate building
hidden in the shrubbery in the rear. There was a shop at Miss Penny’s
too, and she had said every house had had one in her girlhood, and this
one, which did not match the cottage, evidently belonged to an earlier
dwelling. It occurred suddenly to Alice that she might find something
there belonging to Dick Cartwright, some memorials to be put behind
glass in a cabinet near the organ.
The sun had dropped below the horizon, but the girl felt she could
make an hurried survey before dusk--indeed, she must. She ran quickly
through the thicket to the door of the shop and succeeded in turning
the key in the rusty lock. She stole softly in, awe rather than dread
hushing her steps.
The first view was disappointing. The place was piled full of old
boxes and crates and stacks of yellowed newspapers. But in the corner
she caught glimpses of odd chairs and stands and bits of furniture
which might prove of interest if one could ever get at them. A narrow
stairway with ladder-like ascent told her what a more observant person
would have implied from the window in the gable above the door--that
there was a second storey.