The other Miller girl — John Stuart Mill — John Shaqi
The other Miller girl
John Stuart Mill · en
Catching her skirts in her hand, Alice climbed up. Her spirits rose
the moment her head cleared the railing above. She stepped directly
into a little chamber which had not been converted into a store room or
dumping ground and stood still to gaze about. It must have been left as
it was when Dick Cartwright went away.
There was a long carpenter’s bench with an iron contrivance fastened
at the end on one long side, and a smaller table opposite containing
rusty tins with a swinging shelf above holding buckets that had once
contained paint. A stand and a rocking chair stood near the window at
the further end and a dark bench or couch was drawn into the shadow
of the rafters. A secretary with drawers below the writing shelf and
shelves above with glass doors stood near the other window which looked
towards the house. A chair stood before it--how many years had it stood
there?--and careless of dust, Alice seated herself in it.
The glass doors were open. A few old, mildewed books stood on the
shelves. They might form a nucleus of the memorial library, but
Alice Lorraine sighed. For the nonce she had forgotten that Dick
Cartwright was dead. Half mechanically she pulled out one of the little
drawers below. A pile of letters met her view. The uppermost bore a
superscription. Either dusk or faded ink made it very faint, but the
girl read it--Mr. Richard Cartwright, Farleigh. They seemed to her the
saddest words she had ever read.
Forgetting everything else, the girl sat by the desk while the shadows
in the corners increased, encroaching more and more upon her island
of twilight. Then on a sudden, strange, nameless terror seized upon
her. She felt as she had once or twice felt in the night upon awaking
without apparent cause from sound sleep. Her hair seemed to rise from
her head and cold drops stood out on her brow and lips.
There was someone else in the room! For some seconds the girl sat
motionless, fearing to stir, to draw breath. Then she turned her head
ever so slightly and cautiously to see how near she was to the stair.
Two steps would bring her thither. She gazed as in fascination upon the
space for some moments, then slowly, breathlessly turned her head in
the opposite direction.
Nothing met her gaze and she grew bolder--or at least less fearful.
Turning about in the chair, though noiselessly, she surveyed the room.
There was nothing to be seen. She peered in every direction. The
corners were dark but not suspiciously so. It seemed as if there were
something odd about the look of the couch, but she could reach the
stairway, rush down and be out of the door before anyone or anything
could reach her thence. She rose softly to her feet.
For a little she stood still. Then she tiptoed quietly towards the dark
bench or couch beneath the rafters, peering before her all the while.
Suddenly she paused.