The shadow between them; $b or, A blighted name — John Stuart Mill — John Shaqi
The shadow between them; $b or, A blighted name
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“Must I really go? Oh, surely, gran’ther did not mean to be so cruel!
He is so fiery in his tempers, but presently he will be gentle as
a lamb again! Let me wait till he grows calmer! Oh, Heaven, it is
midnight, and freezing cold, and I have nowhere to go!” sobbed Eva,
clinging to the spinster, who shook her off scornfully, exclaiming:
“Yes, your gran’ther meant every word he said, an’ told me to start
you, an’ I’m going to do it! Decent females like Patty, an’ Lydia, and
me ain’t going to stay under the same roof with the likes o’ you till
morning.”
To do her justice, the woman believed implicitly in the truth of
Terry’s story, thinking that Eva’s explanation was a falsehood trumped
up on the spur of the moment to save herself.
Her virtuous soul boiled over with indignation against the “little
baggage,” as she called her in her thoughts, and she felt that Eva well
deserved the punishment that was meted out to her for her sin.
So she shook off the clinging grasp of the little white hands as if
they had been contamination, and turned a stony gaze on the big,
pleading dark eyes and tremulous red lips of the lovely outcast, adding
harshly:
“Don’t say you’ve nowhere to go, for there’s money in that purse to
take you to your dad in New York, where your gran’ther told you to go,
an’ where you should ha’ been all this time by good rights, instid
o’ here, taking the bread out o’ others’ mouths! Go, now, right to
the station, an’ you’ll ketch the New York train in time if you walk
fast. Good-by, an’ try to be a better girl hereafter. Well, I never!”
recoiling from the purse that Eva aimed at her head in a paroxysm of
indignant anger as she reached the door, flitting out like a shadow of
the autumn night, penniless, despairing, outcast from home and love,
with a blight upon her name.
“Let us keep the purse and divide it between us three. Gran’ther
needn’t ever know Eva didn’t take it!” Patty cried greedily, heedless
that it was her grandfather’s only wealth, the hoarded fifty dollars he
had been saving for his funeral expenses that his grandchildren need
not be embarrassed by his death.
There was no one to betray them, for the others had gone out to spread
the awful news of the tragedy, some to old Doctor Ludington’s, to awake
him to the awful truth; others to the town for the coroner and the
undertaker.
Meanwhile, Eva, dazed with grief and despair, had flitted out like
a shadow of the fateful Hallowe’en into the chilly night toward the
stable for Firefly.
She had no intention of seeking her father in New York, as she had been
bidden. Instead, her wistful thoughts turned in fancy toward a dear,
kind, old woman, a friend of her dead grandmother, who lived about
nine miles away on a high mountain. She would seek refuge with her,
biding gran’ther’s repentance, which she felt sure must come before
many days.
Alas! the mischievous spirits of Hallowe’en had worked havoc with her
plans.