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The stable doors stood wide open, and Firefly and the other two horses
were gone, just as on last Hallowe’en, when they had been chased
several miles from home by youths on mischief bent.
“I must walk, and, oh! it is so cold, and the air is so smoky from the
forest fires that the moon gives no light. What if I get lost on the
mountain, and the wolves eat me up?” shuddered hapless Eva, setting
out, nevertheless, on her way toward the only refuge she knew, for, in
the near neighborhood, the Groves family had no warm friends by reason
of gran’ther’s unpopularity during the war, which had clung to him
tenaciously ever since.
She trudged on wearily, with the weight of an awful grief at her heart,
and great, burning tears blinding her sombre dark eyes, so that it was
no wonder that she could not see through the dense, overhanging smoke
from the mountains, where the woods had been on fire for days, until
all the neighbors were praying for rain to quench the spreading flames.
Wearily, tremblingly, the little thing plodded along the road,
shivering with cold, and starting at every sound of the eerie night,
for she had always been called timid, considering she was a country
girl, who oughtn’t to be afraid of anything.
Mile after mile she went through the night, little dreaming that she
had long ago lost her way and was wandering deeper into the woods at
every fearful step, till at last she walked into a little creek up to
her knees in the icy water.
Trying to get out, she fell sprawling down upon the rock bed, and
floundered there several moments before she extricated herself and
scrambled out, drenched and freezing, on the bank.
“Oh, Heaven, where have I wandered? I am lost in the woods, for there
is no creek in the road between here and Goody Brown’s!” she thought,
in despair.
She knew not which way to turn; she could not see her hand before her
in the darkness; but she felt that she would perish of cold and wet if
she did not keep moving, and the bitter thought came to her that she
could not keep going much longer for sheer fatigue, so that she must
sink down presently and freeze to death in the biting cold.
She was so young to die, and she loved life in spite of the cruel
disappointments it had brought her, still hoping for something brighter
in that distant future to which youth’s eyes are ever turned; so she
dragged herself up to her feet and ran with all her strength a little
way, then fell down, panting and exhausted, her wet garments freezing
to her limbs, the shoes torn from her tender feet by the rocky road,
the salt tears freezing on her cold cheeks.
She rested a few moments, then began to crawl along over the ground,
tearing her soft little hands on rocks and thorns till they bled, and
sobbing as she went:
“Oh, God, have mercy! Don’t let poor little Eva die of the cold out in
the lonesome woods without a friend to close her eyes!”