The Shadow of the Past — John Stuart Mill — John Shaqi
The Shadow of the Past
John Stuart Mill · en
He had set forth that morning to behold the beauty and the charm of the
veld; and, insensibly, while he gazed upon this sun-scorched sameness,
the mystery and the beauty of it were revealed to him. The translucent
air, quivering in the sunlight like some glad and living thing, was
wondrously soft and stimulating; eye and brain cleared with its magic
healing; the mind became surprisingly alert and receptive of new
impressions. The sandy soil lost its aridity, and disclosed numberless
unsuspected shining beauties; it glittered as with many gems, and
revealed in places unexpected shades and colours, and curious,
infinitesimal insect-life creeping and pushing upon its white surface.
The dry sluits and water-courses, proclaiming moisture where it would
appear that moisture was unknown; the cairns of yellow stones, piled
high in rude and strange formation; the yellow and red of the
butterbloem, crude intense colours in an intense atmosphere under the
hard blue of the sky; the occasional oddly-shaped kopjes; the distant
oasis of some lonely farm; each struck a separate note of beauty in this
strange, uncivilised scene--a beauty that was fearful and fiercely
assertive, that crushed the senses, that again attracted and held surely
by the unfailing magnetism of elemental and sincere things. And over
all the parched nakedness of the land the sun flung its golden radiance,
a yellow flame that quivered through the hot air and pierced into the
earth.
Matheson knew while his eyes lingered upon it all that he would in very
truth love the land.
And then he turned his head suddenly and met Honor's eyes. She was
smiling softly, but she did not speak.
CHAPTER TWELVE.
Freidja Krige went many times to the window to look for the riders'
return. She had prepared the breakfast; the sarsates were cooked and
ready to be served, and Andreas had come in from the land and was
waiting with extraordinary patience for the meal, which usually made its
appearance with his own. He glanced up from an agricultural journal he
was reading when for about the fourth time his sister came through from
the kitchen and took her stand by the window and looked out across the
veld.
"They must have ridden far," he observed.
"They are coming now," she said--"walking the horses. I expect they
find it hot. I'll make the coffee, Andreas, and bring in your
porridge."
He shook his head.
"I will wait," he said.
Mrs Krige entered the room, and her son rose and kissed her
uneffusively but with affection. She stood at the window and watched
with him the slow advance of the riders.
"It's so hot," she said. "They should have got back half an hour ago.
Honor ought to think of these things."
"Why does Honor ride with a stranger?" he asked. "I consider it
unnecessary. He can ride on the farm with me."
Mrs Krige raised surprised eyes to his.
"I see no reason for objecting," she returned. "I think we may trust
Honor."
He lifted his loose shoulders heavily.