The Sorrows of Satan: or, The Strange Experience of One Geoffrey Tempest, Millionaire: A Romance
John Stuart Mill · en
"Do you not? Yet my meaning is scarcely obscure! If men were true to
their immortal instincts and to the God that made them,--if they were
generous, honest, fearless, faithful, reverent, unselfish, ... if women
were pure, brave, tender and loving,--can you not imagine that in the
strong force and fairness of such a world, 'Lucifer, son of the Morning'
would be moved to love instead of hate?--that the closed doors of
Paradise would be unbarred--and that he, lifted towards his Creator on
the prayers of pure lives, would wear again his Angel's crown? Can you
not realize this, even by way of a legendary story?"
"Why yes, as a legendary story the idea is beautiful,"--I admitted--"And
to me, as I told you once before, quite new. Still, as men are never
likely to be honest or women pure, I'm afraid the poor devil stands a
bad chance of ever getting redeemed!"
"I fear so too!" and he eyed me with a curious derision--"I very much
fear so! And his chances being so slight, I rather respect him for being
the Arch-Enemy of such a worthless race!" He paused a moment, then
added--"I wonder how we have managed to get on such an absurd subject of
conversation? It is dull and uninteresting as all 'spiritual' themes
invariably are. My object in bringing you out on this voyage is not to
indulge in psychological argument, but to make you forget your troubles
as much as possible, and enjoy the present while it lasts."
There was a vibration of compassionate kindness in his voice which at
once moved me to an acute sense of self-pity, the worst enervator of
moral force that exists. I sighed heavily.
"Truly I have suffered"--I said--"More than most men!"
"More even than most millionaires deserve to suffer!" declared Lucio,
with that inevitable touch of sarcasm which distinguished some of his
friendliest remarks--"Money is supposed to make amends to a man for
everything,--and even the wealthy wife of a certain Irish 'patriot' has
not found it incompatible with affection to hold her moneybags close to
herself while her husband has been declared a bankrupt. How she has
'idolized' him, let others say! Now, considering _your_ cash-abundance,
it must be owned the fates have treated you somewhat unkindly!"