The Stronger Influence — John Stuart Mill — John Shaqi
The Stronger Influence
John Stuart Mill · en
It was rather a silent walk back to the little house among the trees.
Esme felt shy at having been so outspoken. He had taken her rebuke in
good part; she liked him for that. She liked, too, the quiet way in
which he assumed command of herself and of everything when they reached
the house and stepped up to the little stoep. He presented a new and
more forceful side to his character.
The woman of the house fetched two chairs at his request, which she
placed side by side in a corner of the stoep beyond the reach of the
sun's rays that fell slantwise upon the white stone floor under the low
roof. Hallam separated the chairs and pushed a little deal table
between them and sat down opposite the girl.
"It is pleasanter to eat out of doors," he said. "I didn't consult your
wishes, because I knew it was unnecessary to do so. And even if you
preferred breakfasting inside it would not be good for you."
"I am satisfied with your choice," she answered, smiling, and took off
her hat and dropped it on the floor. "I could eat anywhere; I am so
hungry."
"Good!" he exclaimed, looking pleased, and surveying her across the
narrow table, which the housewife had spread with a much-darned
snow-white cloth.
It gave him an odd satisfaction to see her there, seated opposite to
him, hatless and very much at her ease, a pleasing picture of fresh
bright girlhood, with the glow of returning health showing in her
cheeks.
The woman came out from the house and made further preparations towards
their meal. Occasionally she addressed a remark to Hallam; but she was
not loquacious. She stared a good deal at his companion: it doubtless
caused her surprise to see him with any one. During all the months
since he first came to her house he had never brought a friend with him
before. She was obviously familiar with Hallam's requirements. Without
consulting him she placed a glass of milk on the table beside him, and
inquired whether the lady drank tea or coffee. Esme looked at the glass
of milk and made up her mind quickly.
"Neither. I will have milk also," she said.
The woman departed with the order, and the girl and the man sat gazing
out on the sunny road and saying nothing. But the silence which hung
between them was the silence of comradeship. There was an absence of
all constraint in their manner; they were like old friends between whom
speech is unnecessary.