The Stronger Influence — John Stuart Mill — John Shaqi
The Stronger Influence
John Stuart Mill · en
The heavy dew silvered the ground and sparkled like diamonds in the
sunlight. She felt exhilarated, surprisingly happy and glad to be
alive. No one seemed to be abroad at that hour except herself. The
hotel presented the appearance of a house in which the inmates are all
asleep. She went through the garden, past the low hedge, and out into
the road. The road, too, looked deserted. She had the world to
herself. A sense of freedom gripped her. She was not conscious of
feeling lonely; the sunshine was companionable, and the novelty of
everything held her attention and kept her interest on the alert.
The daylight disclosed all which the night had hidden from her when she
travelled the same road on the previous evening. It had appeared then a
land of shadows, of velvety dark under a purple sky; the shadows had
rolled back, and the scene revealed wide stretches of veld, with here
and there a clump of trees or low bushes to break the sameness of the
view. The veld glowed with an intensity of colour that strove with a
sort of hard defiance against the golden light of the sun. The sense of
space, of solitude, was bewildering in this vast picture of sun-drenched
open country, where no sound disturbed the silence save the muffled
tread of her own footsteps in the powdery dust of the road.
She broke into a little song as she walked briskly forward, but checked
the song almost instantly because the sound of her own voice struck
intrusively on the surrounding quiet: the note of a bird would have
sounded intrusive even here, where the silence of forgetfulness seemed
to have fallen upon the land.
A tiny breath of wind came sighing across the veld; the girl lifted her
face to meet it, and her eyes smiled. This was the cradle of the wind;
here it had its source upon the mountain. She loved the wind as she
loved the sunlight; she loved the warmth and the crudely brilliant
colour, the untempered heat of this land of eternal sunshine, of vast
spaces, and fierce and splendid life. She loved, too, the dark-skinned
people of the country; loved them for their happy dispositions and the
childlike simplicity of their natures.
Further along the road a Kaffir woman passed her with a tiny black baby
slung in a shawl, native fashion, on her back. Esme stopped to admire
the baby, and touched its soft dark skin with her finger. The native
woman and the English girl spoke in tongues incomprehensible to one
another; but the language of baby worship is universal; and the Kaffir
mother smiled appreciatively, pleased at the notice taken of her babe.
She went on her way with the light of the sun in her eyes, which met its
fierceness as the eyes of the animals meet the sun, unblinking and
without inconvenience. Esme looked after her and admired her free
graceful walk, the upright poise of her head. The people who live in
the sun show a superb indifference to its power.