The trap : $b Pilgrimage, Volume 8 — John Stuart Mill — John Shaqi
The trap : $b Pilgrimage, Volume 8
John Stuart Mill · en
When Miss Holland came back she would remind her that monkeys were
timid, and fearful of small creeping things. Being a Protestant she
probably revelled in Evolution—wouldn’t see that it left everything more
spooky than before.
She was looking straight in at a window of the opposite house. The panes
were clean and clear, the curtains on either side a dull dark green,
hanging in straight folds. Sombre. Faintly, clearer as she made it out,
a thick tall white candle rose in the midst of the gloom, just inside
the window, changing the aspect of the curtains, making a picture. Just
visible, right and left, were the shoulders of two high-backed chairs.
She imagined them occupied, the beam of the thick white candle falling
on two forms. But in this street what forms? It was clear that she and
Miss Holland were not the only aliens. Perhaps “artistic” bachelor women
who made a cult of their diggings, wore sage-green dresses and would
emerge to become a spectacle known by heart, now both together, now one
alone, crying cultured witticisms from the street to the window. Women
standing critically aside from life, hugely amused by it. But would such
have achieved that candle, at once a person and a piece of furniture?
Lamps they would have, with art shades. Or if candles, still art shades.
It might be an anchorite. But the company of such a candle was not
solitude. Underneath the window was a cobbler’s shop.
“Just look here,” she cried to Miss Holland coming back preceded by her
voice. The things in her own room seemed to greet, as she turned, the
things in the room across the way. It was a man’s room. It had an air of
waiting for an untimed return.
“I hope,” said Miss Holland, through a rapid scrunching of paper. “I
trust, it was only those Church Army men.”
Miriam watched her go away, with the dustpan at arm’s length, still
gravely expostulating.
“It’s dreadful,” she said to her returning form, “but also fearfully
funny, to find the ultimate horror sitting contentedly, poor little
thing, on the end of your bed.”
She tinkled and tinkled at that, woefully crying out through her
laughter, repudiating and agreeing and contradicting.
“But I admire your spirit,” she wailed finally.
“Do look at this huge candle across the way.”
Miss Holland moved to her side and peered anxiously, frowning in
anticipation.
“Very odd,” she said sceptically. “A ship’s candle, something of the
kind.”
“Where did they get it? Besides, too tall, it would burn a cabin roof.
Perhaps an altar candle.”
“Very eccentric.” She turned away, busily, skittishly. Pleased about
something, but not interested in the candle.
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