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The Triumph of Jill
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Produced by Nick Hodson of London, England
The Triumph of Jill
By F.E. Mills Young
Published by John Long, London.
This edition dated 1903.
The Triumph of Jill, by F.E. Mills Young.
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THE TRIUMPH OF JILL, BY F.E. MILLS YOUNG.
CHAPTER ONE.
"Art," said the man, regarding lingeringly a half finished canvas
standing on an easel in the middle of the poorly furnished room, and
then the very insignificant little girl beside him, who had posed for
him ever since she had dispensed with long clothes, and subsequently
taken to them, again, and had always proved an unsatisfactory model from
an artistic point of view, "is the only thing really worth living for,
and yet it's the most bally rotten thing to take up--as a bread winning
profession, you understand. When you've got the bread, and plenty of
it, it's a very fine way of getting butter to it, and in exceptional
cases preserves as well. I'm sorry," with a smothered sigh of regret,
"that I didn't go in for something more satisfactory for your sake; I
should have felt easier in my mind when it came to pegging out."
But the girl was enthusiastic upon the subject as well as himself.
"It was your life's work," she answered; "you could not have done
otherwise."
"Perhaps you are right," he said, turning his head restlessly upon the
cushion. "My life's work! And what a poor thing I have made of it.
What a grind it has been, and what a failure."
"Don't, dear," she whispered, slipping her hand into his with a
caressing, protecting gesture; "it hurts me to hear you. And after all
there is nothing to regret. We have been very happy together, you and
I; I wouldn't have had it different. If you had been more successful in
a worldly sense we might not have been all in all to one another as we
have been. We have always managed to get along."
"Yes," he answered with a touch of masculine arrogance, "it was all
right so long as I was well, but I shall never finish that canvas, Jill,
though I've forced myself to work to the last; but I'm pegging out fast
now--two legs in the grave," with a flash of humour and the old light of
mirth in his eyes again, "though I'm hanging on to the upper ground with
both hands like the tenacious beggar I always was; but the sods are
giving way, and I shall suddenly drop out of sight one day, and then--
and then," the sad look coming back to his face, "you'll be left to
fight the battle of life alone."
The girl's lip quivered, and she turned away her head to hide her
emotion, fearful that any display of grief would hurt him, and sadden
his last few hours on earth.
"I shall manage," she answered confidently, "I shall teach; you have
often said I was quite competent of doing that, and occasionally I sell
my own work, you know."