The tunnel : $b Pilgrimage, Volume 4 — John Stuart Mill — John Shaqi
The tunnel : $b Pilgrimage, Volume 4
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"Oh con_found_." He rang again hurriedly. "Show up Lady Cazalet." Miriam
swept from the bracket table the litter of used instruments and
materials, disposing them rapidly on the cabinet, into the sterilising
tray, the waste basket and the wash-hand basin, tore the uppermost leaf
from the headrest pad, and detached the handpiece from the arm of the
motor drill while the patient was being shown upstairs. Mr. Hancock had
cleared the spittoon, set a fresh tumbler, filled the kettle and whisked
the debris of amalgam and cement from the bracket table before he began
the scrubbing and cleansing of his hands, and when the patient came in
Miriam was in her corner reluctantly handling the instruments, wet with
the solution that crinkled her fingertips and made her skin brittle and
dry. Everything was in its worst state. The business of drying and
cleansing, freeing fine points from minute closely adhering fragments,
polishing instruments on the leather pad, repolishing them with the
leather, scraping the many little burs with the fine wire brush,
scraping the clamps, clearing the obstinate amalgam from slab and
spatula, brought across her the ever-recurring circle. The things were
begun, they were getting on, she had half-done ... the exasperating
tediousness of holding herself to the long series of tiny careful
attention-demanding movements ... the punctual emergence when the end
was in sight of the hovering reflection, nagging and questioning, that
another set of things was already getting ready for another cleansing
process; the endless series to last as long as she stayed at Wimpole
Street ... were there any sort of people who could do this kind of thing
patiently, without minding? ... the evolution of dentistry was
wonderful, but the more perfect it became the more and more of this sort
of thing there would be ... the more drudgery workers, at fixed salaries
... it was only possible for people who were fine and nice ... there
must be, everywhere, women doing this work for people who were not nice.
They _could_ not do it for the work's sake. Did some of them do it
cheerfully, as unto God. It was wrong to work unto man. But could God
approve of this kind of thing ... was it right to spend life cleaning
instruments ... the blank moment again of gazing about in vain for an
alternative ... all work has drudgery. That is not the answer....
Blessèd be Drudgery, but that was housekeeping, not someone else's
drudgery.... As she put the things back in the drawers, every drawer
offered tasks of tidying, replenishing, and repapering of small boxes
and grooves and sections. She had remembered to bring up Lady Cazalet's
chart. It looked at her propped against the small furnace. Behind it
were the other charts for the day complete. The drug bottles were full,
there was plenty of amadou pulled soft and cut ready for use, a fair
supply of both kinds of Japanese paper. None of the bottles and boxes of