The tunnel : $b Pilgrimage, Volume 4 — John Stuart Mill — John Shaqi
The tunnel : $b Pilgrimage, Volume 4
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The studios lay safely there on the polished table in the corner, the
disturbing bowl of flowers from the country, the great pieces of
pottery, friends, warm and sympathetic to touch, never letting you grow
tired of their colour and design ... standing out against the soft dull
gold of the dado and the bold soft green and buff of the wall paper. The
oil painting of the cousin was looking on a little superciliously ...
centuries of "fastidious refinement" looking forth from her child's
face. If she were here it would be she would be consulted about the
decoration; but she was away somewhere in some house, moving about in a
dignified way under her mass of gold hair, saying things when speech
became a necessity in the refined fastidious half-contemptuous tone,
hiding her sensitive desire for companionship, contemptuous of most
things and most people. To-day she had an interested look, she was half
jealously setting standards for him all the time.... Miriam set her
aside. The Chinese figures staring down ferociously from the narrow
shelf running along the base of the high white frieze were more real to
her. They belonged to the daily life here, secure from censure.
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From the brown paper wrappings emerged a large plaque of Oriental
pottery. Mr. Hancock manoeuvred it upright, holding it opposite to her
on the floor, supported against his knees. "There--what do you think of
that?" he murmured bending over it. Miriam's eyes went from the veinings
on his flushed forehead to the violent soft rich red and blue and dull
green covering the huge concave disc from side to side. It appeared to
represent a close thicket of palm fronds, thin flat fingers,
superimposed and splaying out in all directions over the deep blue
background. In the centre appeared the head and shoulders of an enormous
tiger, coming sinuously forward, one great paw planted on the greenery
near the foremost middle edge of the plaque.
"M'm," said Miriam staring.
Mr. Hancock rubbed the surface of the plaque with his forefinger. Miriam
came near and ran her finger down across the rich smooth reliefs.
"Where shall I put it?" said Mr. Hancock.
"I should have it somewhere on that side of the room, where the light
falls on it."
Mr. Hancock raised the plaque in his arms and walked with it to the wall
raising it just above his head and holding it in place between the two
pictures of Devonshire. They faded to a small muddled dinginess, and the
buff and green patterning of the wall-paper showed shabby and dim.
"It looks somehow too big or too small or something.... I should have it
down level with the eyes, so that you can look straight into it."
Mr. Hancock carefully lowered it.
"Let me come and hold it so that you can look" said Miriam advancing.
"It's too heavy for you" said Mr. Hancock straining his head back and
moving it from side to side.