The tunnel : $b Pilgrimage, Volume 4 — John Stuart Mill — John Shaqi
The tunnel : $b Pilgrimage, Volume 4
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Unpinning the buckram-stiffened black velvet band from her neck, she
felt again with a rush of joy that her day was beginning and moved
eagerly about amongst the strange angles and shadows of her room, the
rich day all about her. Somebody had put up her little varnished oak
bookshelf just in the right place, the lower shelf in a line with the
little mantelpiece. When the gas bracket was swung out from the wall the
naked flame shone on the backs of the indiscriminately arranged books
... the calf-bound Shakespeare could be read now comfortably in the
immense fresh dark night under the gas flame; the Perne's memorial
edition of Tennyson.... She washed her face and hands in hard cold water
at the little rickety washstand, yellow-grained rich beloved, drying
them on the thin holey face towel hurriedly. Lying neatly folded amongst
the confusion of oddments in a top drawer was her lace tie. Holding it
out to its full length she spread it against her neck, crossed the ends
at the back bringing them back round her neck to spread in a narrow flat
plastron to her waist, kept in place by a brooch at the top and a pin
fastened invisibly half way down. Her face shone fresh and young above
the creamy lace ... the tie was still fairly new and crisp ... when it
had to be washed it would be limp ... but it would go on some time just
for evenings transforming her harsh black John Doble half guinea costume
into evening dress. For some moments she contemplated its pleasant
continuous pattern and the way the rounded patterned ends fell just
below the belt....
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The top-floor bell would not ring. After some hesitation Miriam rang the
house bell. The door was opened by a woman in a silk petticoat and a
dressing jacket. Miriam gazed dumbly into large clear blue eyes gazing
at her from a large clean clear fresh face feathered with little soft
natural curls, cut out sharply against the dark passage.
"Are you for the top?" enquired the woman in a smooth serene sleepy
voice.
"Yes" announced Miriam eagerly coming in and closing the door, her ears
straining to catch the placid words spoken by the woman as she
disappeared softly into a softly-lit room. She went tremulously up the
dark stairs into a thick stale odour of rancid fried grease and on
towards a light that glimmered from the topmost short flight of steep
uncarpeted winding stairs. "They're in" said her thoughts with a quick
warm leap. "Hullo" she asserted, ascending the stairs.
"Hullo" came in response a quick challenging voice ... a soft clear
reed-like happy ring that Miriam felt to her knees while her happy feet
stumbled on.
"Is that the Henderson?"