Through the mill: The life of a mill-boy — John Stuart Mill — John Shaqi
Through the mill: The life of a mill-boy
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After the song, and the encore that was sure to follow, were done,
uncle always had to share the singer’s triumph in the shape of noggins
of punch, and mugs of porter, into which a red hot poker from the coals
had been stirred, and seasoned with pepper and salt. This would be
repeated so many times in an evening that uncle soon became unfit for
either piano or flute-playing, and I generally had to go for the flute
the next morning before I went to school.
Uncle Stanwood had a golden age to which he often referred. In the
first place, as a young bachelor he had traveled like a gentleman. His
tour had included Ireland, France, and the Isle of Man. This was before
he had learned to play a flute and piano and when public-houses were
religiously abhorred. He was always repeating an experience that befell
him in Ireland. I can record it verbatim. “I was walking along through
a little hamlet when night came on. I saw one of them sod houses, and
I knocked on the door. A blinking Irish woman asked me what I wanted.
I told her, ‘a night’s lodging.’ She pointed to a far corner in the
sod house where a pig and some hens lay, and said to me, ‘Ye can dossy
down in the corner wid th’ rist of the fam’ly!’” In its time there was
no more vivid story that caught my imagination than that--pig, hens,
and blinking Irish woman. About his Isle of Man experiences, uncle
was always eloquent. Besides all else he had a ditty about it, to the
accompaniment of which he often dandled me on his knee.
“_Aye, oh, aye! Lissen till I tell you
Who I am, am, am.
I’m a rovin’ little darkey
All the way from Isle of Man.
I’m as free as anybody,
And they call me little Sam!_”
Previous to his marriage, also, he had been the teacher of a very large
young men’s class in one of the churches. That was his proudest boast,
because, as explained to me over and over again in after years, “It was
that work as a teacher that made me read a lot of mighty fine books. I
had to prepare myself thoroughly, for those young fellows were reading
philosophy, religion, and the finest fiction. I had to keep ahead of
them in some way. It is to that work that I owe what little learnin’
I’ve got.”
The inclinations toward the finer, sweeter things of life were wrapped
up in uncle’s character, but his will was not strong enough to keep him
away from the public-house.
“That’s my downfall,” he said. “Oh, if I’d not learned to play the
flute and the piano!” His art was his undoing; but never did his
undoing smother his golden age. When almost incoherently drunk it was
his habit to whimper, “I was better once--I was. I taught a young men’s
class. Look at me now!”