Viola's vanity : $b or, A bitter expiation — John Stuart Mill — John Shaqi
Viola's vanity : $b or, A bitter expiation
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“Oh, how stupid it was in everybody not to find out his name! I shall
never be happy till I know him and can thank him for saving my life!”
she cried, eagerly.
Wise Aunt Edwina presently began to grow uneasy over her niece’s
anxiety about the handsome unknown. She said to herself:
“Come; this will not do. If she ever finds him out she will be falling
in love with him, the silly, romantic child, and as like as not, he may
be some handsome ne’er-do-well not fit for her to speak to, so I will
disenchant her if I can.”
And the next time Viola began to dilate on her anxiety to know her
rescuer, she cleared her throat, the dear, shy old lady, and observed,
gently:
“My dear, I wouldn’t harp too much on my rescuer if I were you. I have
a shrewd suspicion why he does not disclose himself.”
“What reason could he have, dear Aunt Edwina?”
“Well, then, every one who has described him calls him tall and
dark--they always dwell particularly on the _dark_--so maybe--mind, I
only say maybe--he was one of those handsome young mulatto men.”
Viola’s eyes flashed disapprobation, and she exclaimed:
“But that is no reason he should hide himself--he was a hero all the
same. And you know papa would reward him handsomely if he would accept
it.”
“Probably he does not need it, or perhaps he is married and doesn’t
wish to make his wife jealous by letting her know he risked his life to
save a pretty young girl,” pursued Aunt Edwina, relentlessly throwing
cold water on Viola’s romance.
Viola pouted indignantly and dropped the subject, for dread of ridicule
was her weak point, as her relative well knew.
At the end of a week she received a tender love letter from Florian,
written during the days on ship-board and mailed at Queenstown. It was
so fond, and couched in such beautiful phrases, interspersed with love
poems, that it warmed Viola’s heart, that had not wandered to him often
in his absence, being distracted by her illness and thoughts of the
unknown savior of her life.
“Dear fellow, how much he loves me, and how distracted he will be
when I write him all that has happened to me since he went away!” she
thought; and not to spare him the sensation, she wrote the next day a
full account of it, not forgetting the handsome stranger, of whom she
said:
“I do so long to know him; but, after all, perhaps it is better not,
for I am so romantic I might fall in love with him and forget all about
you, you know. But that is only fun, for of course I could never care
for any one else as I do for you, dear Florian.”
She actually believed this herself, and smiled as she reread it,
thinking:
“How it will please him to read those words!”
They were the only words of love in the letter, for she had so much
news to tell, including this item: