Viola's vanity : $b or, A bitter expiation — John Stuart Mill — John Shaqi
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With a muffled heart-beat of joy, Viola sprang to her feet, waiting
with shining eyes and parted, smiling lips for the entrance of her
lover.
The heavy curtains at the door were thrust aside by an eager white
hand, and he stepped quickly over the threshold toward the eager,
waiting girl, catching her to his heart, pressing passionate lips to
hers, then holding her off to gaze fondly into her glorious eyes while
he murmured, thrillingly:
“My love--my love!”
From the girl’s white lips came a stifled moan of pain as if he had
thrust a dagger into her heart.
For the voice was not Philip Desha’s, and instead of his calm, tender
blue eyes she met the dark, sparkling gaze of Florian Gay.
* * * * *
She could never explain to herself afterward why she did not faint on
the spot, for all her strength seemed to fail her, and her face grew
as white as the face of a corpse. It must have been the horrible fear
of Philip coming at any moment and surprising her in the midst of a
terrible interview with her jilted lover. It flashed over her mind that
she must get him away as soon as possible.
Florian Gay cried out in tender alarm:
“Viola, my darling, how you tremble, and how pale your sweet face
has grown! I did not mean to shock you so; I only meant to give you
a pleasant surprise. Sit here on the sofa, darling, and you will be
better in a moment,” seating himself by her side, and gazing at her
with fond eyes before whose glance she shrank in infinite misery.
“When--when--did you come?” she faltered, in a dying voice.
“I only reached Washington an hour ago. Father died at Carlsbad, and
mother and I brought him home at once for burial. The funeral will be
at noon to-morrow.”
Viola shuddered at his words. At noon to-morrow she was to be married!
What a strange coincidence! How was she going to tell him the awful
truth?
Despair made her reckless, desperate, cruel.
There was no time to break it gently, for at any moment Philip might
arrive--Philip, his successful rival.
She caught her breath with a great strangling gasp of fear, and pushed
him back with frantic, white hands as he leaned forward to offer a
caress.
“Do not touch me--do not touch me! I--I--love--you no longer, Florian!”
she cried out wildly.
“Viola!”
“It is true,” she went on cruelly. “You stayed away so long that my
fancy for you died. I do not think it ever was real love, for--for--my
heart soon turned to another--and--and--you must go away now, Florian,
and there is no use getting angry and reproaching me--it is too late
to do anything but forgive me and wish me joy! My wedding-cards are
out--and--I am to be married at noon tomorrow!”
Was ever such cruel truth blurted out so rudely to a fond, trusting
lover?
Florian Gay sat listening in an awful, incredulous silence like one
stiffened into stone, his dark, gleaming eyes fixed on her pallid face
with its strange expression, half fear, half defiance.