Viola's vanity : $b or, A bitter expiation — John Stuart Mill — John Shaqi
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She waited a minute for him to speak, then added imploringly:
“Please go away now, Florian--please, please! I am very, very sorry to
have caused you pain; but it can not be helped now, and I hope you will
soon get over it. Oh, Florian, there is no use staying to reproach me!
Oh, go, go, go!--only go!”
Desperate with anxiety, she pointed to the door, and the wronged lover
slowly rose, his burning eyes still fixed on her fatally lovely face.
“Good-bye!” she cried, in a tone of relief, as she saw that he was
going.
Then he spoke in a strange and hollow voice:
“So you really mean it, Viola? This is not an ill-timed jest?”
“No, oh, no, it is the fatal truth!” she answered, quickly.
“Why did you not write to me, Viola?” his voice sharp with anguish.
“I meant to--but I feared your anger--I thought I would wait till after
my marriage.”
“Cruel heart!” he muttered, darkly, a soul’s despair in the burning,
dark eyes he fixed on her excited face.
“Go!” she answered, eagerly, pointing to the door.
But instead of obeying, he strode forward, clutching her extended wrist
in a grasp of steel.
Bending his dark head, he almost hissed in her ear:
“My rival--his name?”
“I will not tell you! Release my wrist!” defiantly.
“You will gain nothing by your silence. I will find it out, and woe be
the traitor who stole you from me, beautiful, accursed coquette! My
God! how false you are! Promising long ago to marry me, then binding
me to silence that you might be free to ensnare other hearts! Do you
remember the tender, loving words you used to write me before your
fickle heart grew cold? I have them now, those letters warm against
my breast! I will show them to your new conquest before I lay him dead
at my feet!” hissed the outraged lover, giving way to a tempest of
rage and revenge, as he threw her wrist from him so violently that she
almost fell.
Steadying herself against the back of a chair, Viola cried, in terror:
“Oh, you will not dare to do this dastardly thing! You will not expose
the weakness of a thoughtless girl who fancied that she loved you and
found out she was mistaken. Surely that is no crime! Do you think his
heart would turn against me so easily? Ah! no, no, no! Besides, why
should you wish to wound him with this knowledge? He knew nothing of
my engagement to you. He is not to blame for anything, unless you call
his loving me a fault. You shall not betray me,” her eyes flashing
luridly. “If you do I will fight you to the bitter end. I will deny
your accusations!”
“But you can not deny your letters!”
“Oh, Florian, give them to me!” her defiance melting into fear.
The cruel wrong he had suffered at her hands made him merciless.
“You shall never have them! They will help me to revenge, wicked,
false-hearted girl!” he almost hissed, rushing madly from her presence
out into the bleak March night, a man whose heart and hopes had been
blasted in an hour.