Windmills: A book of fables — John Stuart Mill — John Shaqi
Windmills: A book of fables
John Stuart Mill · en
“You are now reaching that state of man which reveals the futility of
all knowledge, since you are awakened to desires which no knowledge can
satisfy. Rest assured that in the world your case would be no better,
but rather would be aggravated by opportunity and failure. You are, at
any rate, spared the tragedy of your father whose love destroyed the
object of his desire and reduced him to a morbid condition in which
your healthy wish for knowledge was more than he could bear. It is
right to wish for knowledge, because only through that can we recognise
our ignorance, and see the humour of our position. If you can see that
you can be happy and glad that you have lived.”
Poor Ultimus tried hard to do so, but he often retired from their
conversations to weep, and Siebenhaar would find him sitting in the
water consoling himself with music. The unhappy youth became a prey to
boredom and wearied of the arts and sciences and discussions with which
they filled the day. They had long ago arrived at the conclusion that
there was no God, no ascertainable purpose in the universe, and nothing
in life but the fun or nuisance of living. He became romantic and
plagued Siebenhaar for stories, love-stories, bawdy experiences, the
tale of his meeting with George, and the deathless fable of the love of
George and Arabella. From that he came to delight in the idea of war,
and Siebenhaar explained to him how wars came about: how in the first
place men were obsessed by superstitions about God, each community
believing itself to be specially favoured and inspired by the unseen
powers, and ignoring all the evidence to the contrary, as poverty,
disease, corruption, bad art, inefficiency, and domestic unhappiness.
As a consequence each community was jealous of every other, and
supported its claims to moral superiority and divine favour with a
great show of force, of armed ships on the sea and trained men on the
land.
To illustrate his remarks Siebenhaar concocted explosives and Ultimus
found such great amusement in them and was so busy destroying the
houses he had built, the statues he had made, the engines he had
contrived, that the philosopher was forced to change his theory of war
and to see that it has its roots in boredom.
Thereafter Ultimus was alternately busy with the arts and sciences and
with destroying all his works when he was bored with them and could not
help recognising their futility. As his explosives upset Siebenhaar’s
nerves and the tranquillity he required for his contemplation, they
made an arrangement that Ultimus should give notice of his destructive
intentions when he felt them coming on. Then Siebenhaar would retire to
the other side of the island and leave him to it.