Eloisa : $b or, A series of original letters — Jean-Jacques Rousseau — John Shaqi
Eloisa : $b or, A series of original letters
Jean-Jacques Rousseau · en
With respect to the future address of your letters, I thought
immediately of my little Anet, as the safest; but if this young woman
be inferior in rank to my cousin, is that a reason we should less
regard her virtue? have I not reason, on the contrary, to fear my
example may be more dangerous to one of less elevated sentiments; that
what was only an effort of the sublimest friendship in one, may be the
first step to corruption in the other; and that, in abusing her
gratitude, I may make virtue itself subservient to the promotion of
vice? is it not enough, alas! for me to be culpable, without seducing
accomplices, and aggravating my own crime, by involving others in my
guilt? of this, therefore, no more: I have hit on another expedient,
less safe indeed, but less exceptionable, as it lays nobody open to
censure, nor requires a confident. It is for you to write to me under
a fictitious name; as for example, that of Mr. Bosquet, and to send
your letters under cover addressed to Regianino, whom I shall take
care to instruct. Thus Regianino himself may know nothing of our
correspondence, or at most can only form suspicions, which he dares
not confirm; for Lord B----, on whose favour he depends, has answered
for his fidelity. In the mean time, while our correspondence is
maintained by this means, I will try if it be possible to resume the
method we made use of in your voyage to the Valois, or some other that
may be durable and safe.
There is something in the turn and stile of your letters, that would
convince me, were I even unacquainted with the state of your heart,
that the life you lead at Paris is in no wise agreeable to your
inclinations. The letters of Muralt, of which they so loudly complain
in France, are even less satirical and severe than yours. Like a child
that is angry with its tutors, you revenge the disagreeable necessity
you are under of studying the world, upon your first teachers.