Eloisa : $b or, A series of original letters — Jean-Jacques Rousseau — John Shaqi
Eloisa : $b or, A series of original letters
Jean-Jacques Rousseau · en
Celestial powers! I possessed a soul capable of affliction, O inspire
me with one that can bear felicity! Divine love! spirit of my
existence, O support me! for I sink down opprest with extasy. How
inexpressible are the charms of virtue! How invincible the power of a
beloved object! fortune, pleasure, transport, how poignant your
impression! O how shall I withstand the rapid torrent of bliss which
overflows my heart! and how dispel the apprehensions of a timorous
maid? Eloisa----no! my Eloisa on her knees! My Eloisa weep!----Shall
she, to whom the universe should bend, supplicate the man who adores
her, to be careful of her honour, and to preserve his own? Were it
possible for me to be out of humour with you, I should be a little
angry at your fears; they are disgraceful to us both. Learn, thou
chaste and heavenly beauty, to know better the nature of thy empire.
If I adore thy charming person, is it not for the purity of that soul
by which it is animated, and which bears such ineffable marks of its
divine origin? You tremble with apprehension: good God! what hath she
to fear, who stamps with reverence and honour every sentiment she
inspires? Is there a man upon earth who could be vile enough to offer
the least insult to such virtue?
Permit, O permit me, to enjoy the unexpected happiness of being
beloved----beloved by such----Ye princes of the world, I now look down
upon your grandeur. Let me read a thousand and a thousand times, that
enchanting epistle, where thy tender sentiments are painted in such
strong and glowing colours; where I observe with transport,
notwithstanding the violent agitation of thy soul, that even the most
lively passions of a noble heart never lose sight of virtue. What
monster, after having read that affecting letter, could take advantage
of your generous confession, and attempt a crime which must infallibly
make him wretched and despicable even to himself. No, my dearest
Eloisa, there can be nothing to fear from a friend, a lover, who must
ever be incapable of deceiving you. Though I should entirely have lost
my reason, though the discomposure of my senses should hourly
increase, your person will always appear to me, not only the most
beautiful, but the most sacred deposit with which mortal was ever
instructed. My passion, like its object, is unalterably pure. The
horrid idea of incest does not shock me more than the thought of
polluting your heavenly charms with a sacrilegious touch: you are not
more inviolably safe with your own parent than with your lover. If
ever that happy lover should in your presence forget himself but for a
moment----O ’tis impossible. When I am no longer in love with virtue,
my love for my Eloisa must expire: on my first offence, withdraw your
affection and cast me off for ever.