Eloisa : $b or, A series of original letters — Jean-Jacques Rousseau — John Shaqi
Eloisa : $b or, A series of original letters
Jean-Jacques Rousseau · en
By the purity of our mutual tenderness, therefore, I conjure you,
banish all your suspicion. Why should your fear exceed the passions of
your lover! To what greater felicity can I aspire, when that with
which I am blest, is already more than I am well able to support? We
are both young, and in love unexperienced, it is true: but is that
honour which conducts us, a deceitful guide? can that experience be
needful which is acquired only from vice? I am strangely deceived, if
the principles of rectitude are not rooted in the bottom of my heart.
In truth, my Eloisa, I am no vile seducer, as, in your despair, you
were pleased to call me; but am artless and of great sensibility,
easily discovering my feelings, but feeling nothing at which I ought
to blush. To say all in one word, my love for Eloisa is not greater
than my abhorrence of the crime. I am even doubtful, whether the love
which you inspire be not in its nature incompatible with vice; whether
a corrupt heart could possibly feel its influence. As for me, the more
I love you, the more exalted are my sentiments. Can there be any
degree of virtue, however unattainable for its own sake, to which I
would not aspire to become more worthy of my Eloisa?
Letter VI. Eloisa To Clara.
Is my dear cousin resolved to spend her whole life in bewailing her
poor Chaillot, and will she forget the living because of the dead? I
sympathize in your grief, and think it just, but shall it therefore be
eternal? Since the death of your mother, she was assiduously careful
of your education; she was your friend rather than your governess. She
loved you with great tenderness, and me for your sake; her
instructions were all intended to enrich our hearts with principles of
honour and virtue. All this I know, my dear, and acknowledge it with
gratitude; but confess with me also, that in some respects she acted
very imprudently; that she often indiscreetly told us things with
which we had no concern; that she entertained us eternally with maxims
of gallantry, her own juvenile adventures, the management of amours;
and that to avoid the snares of men, though she might tell us not to
give ear to their protestations, yet she certainly instructed us in
many things with which there was no necessity for young girls to be
made acquainted. Reflect therefore upon her death as a misfortune, not
without some consolation. To girls of our age, her lessons grew
dangerous, and who knows but heaven may have taken her from us the
very moment in which her removal became necessary to our future
happiness. Remember the salutary advice you gave me when I was
deprived of the best of brothers. Was Chaillot dearer to you? Is your
loss greater than mine?