Eloisa : $b or, A series of original letters — Jean-Jacques Rousseau — John Shaqi
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Jean-Jacques Rousseau · en
Return, my dear, she has no longer any occasion for you. Alas! whilst
you are wasting your time in superfluous affliction, may not your
absence be productive of greater evils? Why are you not afraid, who
know the beatings of my heart, to abandon your friend to misfortunes
which your presence might prevent. O Clara! strange things have
happened since your departure. You will tremble to hear the danger to
which I have been exposed by my imprudence. Thank heaven, I hope I
have now nothing to fear: but unhappily I am as it were at the mercy
of another. You alone can restore me to myself: haste therefore to my
assistance. So long as your attendance was of service to poor
Chaillot, I was silent; I should even have been the first to exhort
you to such an act of benevolence. Now that she is no more, her family
are become the objects of your charity: of this obligation we could
better acquit ourselves, if we were together, and your gratitude might
be discharged without neglecting your friend.
Since my father took his leave of us we have resumed our former manner
of living. My mother leaves me less frequently alone; not that she has
any suspicion. Her visits employ more time than would be proper for me
to spare from my little studies, and in her absence Bab fills her
place but negligently. Now though I do not think my good mother
sufficiently watchful, I cannot resolve to tell her so. I would
willingly provide for my own safety, without losing her esteem, and
you alone are capable of managing this matter. Return then, my dear
Clara, prithee return. I regret every lesson at which you are not
present, and am fearful of becoming too learned. Our preceptor is not
only a man of great merit, but of exemplary virtue, and therefore more
dangerous. I am too well satisfied with him to be so with myself. For
girls of our age, it is always safer to be two than one, be the man
ever so virtuous.
Letter VII. Answer.