Backwater : $b Pilgrimage, Volume 2 — John Stuart Mill — John Shaqi
Backwater : $b Pilgrimage, Volume 2
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Charlotte. Charlotte carried about a faint suggestion of relief. Miriam
fled to her as she sat with the garden light on her hair, her lingering
flush of distress rekindled by her amusement, her protective responsible
smile beaming out through the endless blue of her eyes. Behind her
painstaking life at the school was a country home, a farm somewhere far
away. Of course it was dreadful for her to be a farmer’s daughter. She
evidently knew it herself and said very little about it. But her large
red hands, so strange handling school-books, were comforting; and her
holland apron with its bib under the fresh colouring of her face--do you
like butter? A buttercup under your chin--brought to Miriam a picture of
the farm, white amidst bright greenery, with a dairy and morning
cock-crow and creamy white sheep on a hillside. It was all there with
her as she sat at table reading “The Lamplighter.” The sound of her
broad husky voice explaining to Miss Jenny had been full of it. But it
was all past. She too had come to Banbury Park. She did not seem to mind
Banbury Park. She was to study hard and be a governess. She evidently
thought she was having a great chance--she was fifteen and quite
“uncultured.” How could she be turned into a governess? A sort of
nursery governess, for farms, perhaps. But farms did not want books and
worry. Miriam wanted to put her back into her farm, and sometimes her
thoughts wearily brushed the idea of going with her. Perhaps, though,
she had come away because her father could not keep her? The little
problem hung about her as she sat sweetly there, common and good and
strong. The golden light that seemed to belong specially to her came
from a London garden, an unreal North London garden. Resounding in its
little spaces were the blatterings and shouts of the deaf and dumb next
door.
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