Deirdre of the Sorrows — John Stuart Mill — John Shaqi
Deirdre of the Sorrows
John Stuart Mill · en
NAISI.
— _hard._ — You’d best keep him off, maybe, and then, when the time
comes, make your way to some place west in Donegal, and it’s there
you’ll get used to stretching out lonesome at the fall of night, and
waking lonesome for the day.
DEIRDRE.
Let you not be saying things are worse than death.
NAISI.
— _a little recklessly._ — I’ve one word left. If a day comes in the
west that the larks are cocking their crests on the edge of the clouds,
and the cuckoos making a stir, and there’s a man you’d fancy, let you
not be thinking that day I’d be well pleased you’d go on keening
always.
DEIRDRE.
— _turning to look at him._ — And if it was I that died, Naisi, would
you take another woman to fill up my place?
NAISI.
— _very mournfully._ — It’s little I know, saving only that it’s a hard
and bitter thing leaving the earth, and a worse and harder thing
leaving yourself alone and desolate to be making lamentation on its
face always.
DEIRDRE.
I’ll die when you do, Naisi. I’d not have come here from Alban but I
knew I’d be along with you in Emain, and you living or dead. . . . Yet
this night it’s strange and distant talk you’re making only.
NAISI.
There’s nothing, surely, the like of a new grave of open earth for
putting a great space between two friends that love.
DEIRDRE.
If there isn’t, it’s that grave when it’s closed will make us one for
ever, and we two lovers have had great space without weariness or
growing old or any sadness of the mind.
CONCHUBOR.
— _coming in on right._ — I’d bid you welcome, Naisi.
NAISI.
— _standing up._ — You’re welcome, Conchubor. I’m well pleased you’ve
come.
CONCHUBOR.
— _blandly._ — Let you not think bad of this place where I’ve put you
till other rooms are readied.
NAISI.
— _breaking out._ — We know the room you’ve readied. We know what
stirred you to send your seals and Fergus into Alban and stop him in
the north, (_opening curtain and pointing to the grave_) and dig that
grave before us. Now I ask what brought you here?
CONCHUBOR.
I’ve come to look on Deirdre.
NAISI.
Look on her. You’re a knacky fancier, and it’s well you chose the one
you’d lure from Alban. Look on her, I tell you, and when you’ve looked
I’ve got ten fingers will squeeze your mottled goose neck, though
you’re king itself.
DEIRDRE.
— _coming between them._ — Hush, Naisi! Maybe Conchubor’ll make peace.
. . . Do not mind him, Conchubor; he has cause to rage.
CONCHUBOR.
It’s little I heed his raging, when a call would bring my fighters from
the trees. . . . But what do you say, Deirdre?
DEIRDRE.
I’ll say so near that grave we seem three lonesome people, and by a new
made grave there’s no man will keep brooding on a woman’s lips, or on
the man he hates. It’s not long till your own grave will be dug in
Emain, and you’d go down to it more easy if you’d let call Ainnle and
Ardan, the way we’d have a supper all together, and fill that grave,
and you’ll be well pleased from this out, having four new friends the
like of us in Emain.