The Senator's Bride — John Stuart Mill — John Shaqi
The Senator's Bride
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He penciled his address on a card, and laid it on the marble mantel.
She watched him mutely as he turned toward her, thinking gravely to
herself what a great, grand, kingly nature was marred by the jealous
passion that laid waste the fair garden of this man's soul.
"Hear me now, Grace, and understand that what I wrote you in my parting
note is still my wish. You will remain in our home with our little boy;
command my banker for unlimited sums, and be as happy as you can. Do
not, I beg of you, seek to see me again."
"No," she answers, slowly and proudly; "the next time, _you will seek
me_!"
"Indeed, I hope so," he gravely answers, "so do not worry, and think as
kindly of me as you can until we meet again."
"Until we meet again," she murmurs, under her breath.
"Until we meet again," he repeats, with a lingering look, and a deep,
low bow.
She makes a pained, impatient gesture. He turns and goes out, humming
with a cruel lightness that breaks her heart, the sad refrain of an old
song:
"It may be for years, and it may be forever."
CHAPTER XII.
"FATE HAS DONE ITS WORST."
"I touch this flower of silken leaf my earlier days that knew,
Its soft leaves wound me with a grief whose balsam never grew."
--EMERSON.
Four o'clock striking in Mrs. Conway's parlor, and our three friends
variously disposed therein; Mrs. Conway trifling with some light affair
of fancy work, in bright-colored Berlin wool; Bruce with the daily
paper; Lulu, a trifle restless, and sitting before the piano, striking
low, wandering chords and symphonies, turning now and then an impatient
glance at the newspaper that diverts the gentleman's attention from
her. Women are invariably jealous of newspapers.
"What a nice thing it is to be interested in politics," she says,
petulantly, at last.
He is deeply immersed in a synopsis of the speech of Senator Winans,
having missed it the preceding day by being absorbed in contemplation
of the Senator's wife; but he looks up to retort, lightly:
"What a nice thing it is to be a belle and take on airs."
She pouts, with a toss of her small head, then smiles.
"Meaning me?" she queries.
"Meaning you," he answers, glancing at the white fingers that go
straying over the keys, waking a low accompaniment, to which she sings,
softly:
"Violets, roses,
Sweet-scented posies,
Who'll buy my roses,
All scattered with dew?"
"Meaning the mammoth bouquet that came this morning with the captain's
compliments?" he interrupts her to ask, with a glimmer of fun in his
dark eye.
She breaks off, laughing, half-blushing, and saucily retorting:
"Indeed, no. Were I ever so avaricious a flower-vendor I could not part
with the gift of the gallant captain."