The trap : $b Pilgrimage, Volume 8 — John Stuart Mill — John Shaqi
The trap : $b Pilgrimage, Volume 8
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Though the air cleared as they mounted the stairs, it had now a new
smell, meeting and mingling with the thinned odours coming up from
below, the smell of long-lying London dust. A staircase window, fast
shut, showed a grimy sky. On the first floor were two rooms standing
open, their doorways close together at right angles. The window of the
large front room gave a blurred view of the house-fronts over the way.
The back room was a small square, with a square window. The sky here was
fly-blown, but less dim than from the staircase window, and there were
trees, black-stemmed, bearing many-shaped masses of drying leaves. A
short flight led up to the second floor. Here were the rooms, two; open
doors at right angles as on the floor below. Windows wide, smells
banished; clear clean height of air. It was the height of the rooms that
made these narrow four-story houses look tall.
“Oh, they’re _nice_ rooms,” she said.
“They’re nice old houses, they’ve been _good_ houses,” he panted
plaintively. “I live next door, with my mother. Come _upstairs_, Miss
Henderson. I’m at work up _there_.”
He went on up the narrow flight leading to the attic. When his long form
had disappeared, Miriam turned into the large room; a large oblong, its
end wall, opposite the broad high window, broken by a door communicating
with the back room. Going through it, she found the smaller room dark.
There was a pale wash on the walls of the other room, but here a dark
old paper absorbed the light without reflection. And the ceiling, of
course, would be dark with grime. The ceiling seemed to have looked down
at her long ago. Long she had stood, with life gathered richly about
her, in the empty window-lit space where she now asked whether really
she had seen up there while she welcomed this superfluous second room,
the thing that lay reflected in her mind, growing dim, changing to a
feeling, a part of the warm sense of life all about her.
“Won’t you come up, Miss Henderson? I’m at work up _here_.”
She had forgotten the man and the third room. At this moment, in order
not to go up, she would have sacrificed the possession of the third
room. On her way out she glanced at the ceiling. It _was_ painted.
Floating draped figures, garlanded, in dull crimsons, faded rose and
blue and gold, dim with grime, set within a moulding shaped to fill the
angles of the square and filmed to a yellowish brown.
“This is a nice room.”
The man, a good deal altered by a large white apron, was standing behind
his buckets.
“My name’s Sheffield. I _told_ Miss Holland. Perhaps she didn’t tell
you?”
The room stated itself, competing with the voice. It was high and airy,
its ceiling sloping on all four sides; in the front to a deep lattice,
having a wide shelf underneath.
“She’s a very nice lady. Nice _quiet_ lady. There’s not so many about
nowadays.”